6 NOVEMBER

There are some things in life that you hold on so close to, but as time pass by, you realise it's simply a passe. For the first time after so long, realising some things over time, I'm truly happy for you. And this is the only feeling I have.

Have a good one this year, and happiness stays with you.

Happy birthday.

6TH YEAR

November has always been a special month and it will always be. A month before Christmas with lotsa happenings.

NIGHT

I came across this magnificent picture of the Singapore night scenic view and thought it's really, really beautiful. Perhaps it's because it featured my favourite place, which is one where I'm able to see One Fullerton.

City Hall has always been and will always be a favourite place of mine. This place holds alot of things, events after events. It's one of the romantic corners of Singapore, at least in my opinion. 

Isn't this beautiful??

I have to say that God is doing tremendous work in my life, ever since I went back to church. All the time I've been praying but I have to admit I wasn't much of a church goer. Since this year, with special thanks to my colleague who brought me back to church, life has been amazing.

By making God my business partner, my business have suddenly prospered. On top of that, just now, my family and I were by the roadside waiting for a cab. There was another family who cut our queue and went just in front of us. And they did it right in front of our eyes. We, being nice and civilised, let them cut. But guess what? A cab came and instead of stopping in front of that family, the cab driver chose to stop in front of us instead.

Isn't God great? Today's been a smooth day. :)

And today is bunny's birthday! Though he's far far away in Majorca, Spain (yes, where the boyzone member died), I hope he enjoys his day and bring a nice present back for me. Wahahah..... Instead of me giving him his birthday present. Ok, totally kidding, I got a present for him definitely.

Lately though busy, sometimes late nights do have some leisure time. There was a night I kinda miss the night scene a little, and it was really last minute that I asked Ben Ben whether he would like to go for a drink. He said ok, and I brought him to New Asia Bar since he's never been there. Yup, another place at City Hall. The view is gorgeous but our lousy phone cameras couldn't really take nice pics. There, we got to know some Thai girls. They're really really fun to be with. Perhaps when we have a chance we will ask them out.

Padron the quality, It's bad. On the 71st storey of Swissotel.

I had my favourite margarita and Ben had maritni.

Ben Ben!

Ona's sister, Ona, Ben & Me.

I look like lobster. Lol... I always turn red when I drink.

Last week had a dinner with Uncle Richard. He;s the one who brought me back to church. We went to Singapore Recreation Club for a dinner by the indoor swimming pool. The food was not too bad. I love the deocoration on the table. A globe.

Some time to camwhore, one of my ex favourite activity. Haha! Still as vain as before. Women hardly change.

I know everything seems really random, that's because I've not been blogging much about my life.

I'm a thinker. I think about alot of things. Everything. Past, present, future. There was a day whereby the Pastor or was it Uncle Richard who preached on this. Sometimes we do not know why certain things happened, and why God planned it this way. There are times the answers we seek for is not revealed to us. Reason being is that God knows we may not be able to handle the truth, therefore some things are better left unknown. This brought me to one thing. Something which I really wanted the truth but have not, and probably never, be going to find out. Suddenly I felt as if something have been lifted. The heavy weight in my heart is no longer there. At times when I do question myself again, I keep thinking about this phrase, and it just makes me feel better. "I may not be able to handle the truth". So, as I grow older each day, each week, month and year, perhaps there will be a time that is ripe and I will know the truth.

November is coming. It's still one of my favourite months. It's a month before Christmas, which is my favourite season, and it's also what I call it, Sweet November. From the movie (Sweet November) to the things that happened in November.

Now, let's havea preview of Christmas. I don't know why, but this year Christmas seems so enchanting, out of nowhere.

These pics are from Victoria's Secret, some years back. Bringing it back and have guys eyeballs dropping.

I love the sexily clad babes, with the fur, angels, snow and all.

Gorgeous gorgeous!

Victoria's Secret is so on my list. Perhaps I will buy something from VS for my own Christmas present this year. It's always a tradition, to buy something for myself to mark the end of the year and to celebrate Christmas. Talk about early Christmas shopping eh?

Haha.... Sweet dreams peeps. I'm gonna do other stuffs like surfing web.

PRIORITY

Once upon a time in my life, alot of things about me were placed in the number one position in my dearest ones positioning list. Thinking back, it's not that long ago, neither can I say it's only a recent thing, that it did happen to me. I knew how to appreciate then, but some things just don't work out as much as you would like to. Things in the present makes me think alot too.

Some things in your life you can't change it, and you're hoping so much to change the way you are to make sure mistakes don't get repeated. As unfair as it sounds to the victim, I can only say we grow up. We want to do the right things right, and how the wrong things can be turned right. However, along the way, disllusion comes into the picture, and you start to wonder whether what you're doing is really right or wrong. You start to question yourself so much so that it's a pain to even think about it.

No two people is the same. Just like how I always tell my clients too. No two consultants are the same. I cannot expect the same type of treatment from different people. Does it all boil down to expectations set?

As you grow older, does it also mean your expectations must be lowered so that you'll live happier? Is it really true to be contented with the things or people you have? But then again, the problem can simply lie in me.

What does it mean to be truly happy?

Happiness is defined as a state of mind or feeling characterized by contentment, love, satisfaction, pleasure, or joy. It's a mixed emotion isn't it? To feel love, contentment, joy..... I would like to experience that once again. However, seems like the older I get, with more experiences in life, it makes me feel more vulnerable, and I want to protect myself even more. I'm not even sure sometimes whether or not certain things should I be upset about. I can choose to brush things off. I can confront it. Yet I have no idea what I really want to do. And the day just skip by, leaving me in doubt.

I read the content in this blog entry. I'm not even sure what I'm trying to say. Guess I'm having mix emotions at this point of time. Ignore me.

TO MY BB, YES YOU...

In response to the ugly truth comment, as per in our own blog :)